I'm sorry I'm such a horrible LJ friend! So much to update!!

The moving out thing didn't work out at all. I basically ended up having to pay all of the bills myself. Rent, Energy, Cable, and Internet. You have no idea how hard it is to do all of that on $1200 a month! But I was able to stay above water for the 6 month lease without having to go to my parents. I am very proud of that. Of course my roommate owes me over 2,000 dollars. But I won't ever see that money because she basically thinks that because we are/were friends that it is all just forgiven. My patience was tested but I think I passed with flying colors. I never got angry and I just let it go. I am starting from scratch again but I know I can do it. Anyway! On to better news!

I also finally got my tattoo! I got Serenity in Chinese characters on the back of my neck. I am so in love with it! I can't wait to go get another! Definitely going to go get a cross on my chest next! I better be careful though! It's so addictive! I could end up with my entire arm done! lol

My boyfriend, Eamonn, and I are almost at 6 months! I can't even believe it! I've made it passed the month mark and I am so happy. Of course there are ups and downs. I am far too clingy but I try not to be. But I love him. Of course I am way to scared to tell him that. I just don't know how he would take it since I don't know if he feels the same. But I am happy and I really hope this lasts!

I also am finally 21 which is wonderful! I love going out for drinks! So much fun! And my best friend turned 21 a week after I did so we have been having way to much fun and I love it! haha anyway I love you all and I hope you are all doing well!

Happy Birthday femme_fatale77! I hope you have had a wonderful birthday

haha I have been nudged to update by therealswat So I thought I would update since apparently it has been 11 weeks! These last few months have been insane. So many ups and downs I just don't even know what to do with myself! Eamonn and I have been dating for three months now. This is all very new to me since I have never really gone past a month before. It's hard because I like him so much but I really have no clue how much he really likes me. I suppose I could ask, but would I really like the answer? haha so I don't ask. But I love spending time with him and just being with him. He is really all that is keeping me sane at the moment.

Work is going very well. I have been moved over to stocker and I love it. My hours are now consistent and pretty normal. Lately I have been working 6am-2pm Monday thru Friday. I actually have the weekends off and have a life! The bad part is that I am constantly tired. Eamonn usually works 2pm-10pm so when we do hang out it is usually at night and I dont get much sleep. Which makes the long commute from work very scary at the end of the day. It's a little taxing living so far away from work and Eamonn. But in two and a half months I will be moving back home for awhile so at least I will be closer than.

A lot has been happening! I am officially moving out of my house on the 22nd of this month and into my own apartment! Amy and I found a great place in Puyallup with pretty good rent. It's 675 a month for 900 SQ FT. The living room is 15 x 15 which is awesome. We are downstairs and have a great little outside patio. It's so exciting. I prayed about the apartment and all the negative feelings were gone the next day. I am so thankful for that. It should be so much fun. Money will be a little tight because we will be driving from Puyallup to Tukwila every day but Amy is going to put her tips in a jar for alcohol so we will be just fine! haha I'm excited! Today we went and paid the deposit and got to go inside our apartment. We are so in love with it! Now all we need are hot neighbors and it will be perfect! haha

So much to talk about...

Okay so Amy and I have been looking for a place and we found a great one today. It was cheaper than all of them but had more square feet. So all we have to do is fill out an application. Of course I am soooo torn. I want to move out and have some independence but I also want to stay at home so I can save my money and stay with my family. I am so confused about it. And I don't even know how to tell Amy that I am not sure. I feel trapped and it sucks. I feel so much guilt. Guilt at attempting to leave my parents and guilt about not being a 100% sure about the apartment with Amy. Ah!

Anyway... Lets be more positive!! I love work! I love almost all the people there and it just makes me happy. I get frustrated by the customers a lot because they can be so unbelievably rude but besides that it is great. I've made a lot of new friends and it's so much fun!

Last weekend I had so much fun. I went to Amy's and got flat out drunk off my ass. It was too much fun. The next morning at work was not so much fun but it was still worth it!

I am so excited for the football season to start! I already requested Sept 10th off of work so I can watch football all day! Hopefully I will get it off. I have worked every Saturday since the first Saturday of May so I don't think it's asking too much to have one Saturday off. Anyway...
I have gone soft. I actually like the Broncos now. The damn dirty Broncos. Those bastards! But I can't help it. I like them. And even worse? I like Peyton Manning. What the hell is the matter with me this season?!
Before I go to work I am going to post the real reason football season is wonderful. All the hot guys
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Our justice system and media annoy the hell out of me. Having the Ramsey case come back up gives everyone an opportunity to stop and look at themselves. It makes me sick the way the Ramsey's were treated by the police, attorney's, a governor, the media, and the general public. It is so incredibly disgusting. I don't know how those investigators and "journalists" can even stand to look at themselves in the mirror. Especially Michael Kane, DA Alex Hunter, Governor Bill Owens, and Steve Thomas. They all completely destroyed this case. It can never be solved. So much evidence destroyed by their ineptness and tunnel vision. It's sick how the general public behaves as well. There is this sick perverse view on what justice is. Just like the Scott Peterson case. No one paid any attention to any of the evidence. No Scott Peterson was cold and cheated on his pregnant wife. He must be guilty. Oh no the Ramsey's actually subjected their daughter to beauty pageants so they must have killed her. You are supposed to follow and evaluate the evidence to find the suspect, not bend the evidence to fit who you want it to be. I'm not saying Scott Peterson is innocent. I'm just saying it is alarming to hear 3 people from that jury say that at the time when the prosecution rested their case they would have voted not guilty. But they changed their mind after. Isn't the prosecution supposed to prove the case? Obviously they didn't if the jury didn't think they could go with guilty at that time. That jury sentenced a man to death. Based on what hard evidence? The fact that he was cold and didn't show emotion in the court room.

haha okay sorry. The Ramsey case has always made me sick and I just felt the need to rant. And I just feel sick to my stomach when we see investigators fuck up a case so bad because of their obsession with certain "suspects". It's even worse when the prosecution and even the governor do the same thing. It's so wrong. We are too close to having mobs roam the street for "justice". It's fucked up

Today is my parent's 21st wedding anniversary! How exciting. haha too bad they both forgot until today! My dad actually had to remind my mom. haha so cute. Anyway... their marriage is old enough to drink! Which brings up another great issue, in 6 months I will be able to drink!

I have a conundrum! There is this bird we got in at Petsmart and he is soooo awesome. But he is $599. But I am soooooo in love with that bird!! I want to buy him but he is $599. I get 15% off that price though. Is it crazy to even think about buying him? I have the money....

I am liking work a lot now. I am getting along well with everyone. The other day David (one of the managers) made me think I was short $50 even though I wasn't. I seriously almost cried! Then he was like "hahaha no you just accidentally put the number of twenties in the tens spot." haha that ass. Then I was telling John (another manager) about it the next day and after I mentioned I was seriously about to cry he was like "Oh no if you were short $50 and about to cry I would probably be grabing 50 out of my pocket and being like "Oh don't cry I found your lost 50" haha That is sooo sweet! He is definitely one of my favorites!

In other very good news and few of the girls at work and I are going to go camping and drinking sometime very soon! I am sooo excited!! You don't even know how hard I try to find people who will go camping! So Kevy, Hannah, Megan, and I are probably going to go! Hopefully we can all get a day off!

And now I leave with the lyrics to one of Sinai Beach's great songs as part of my renewed focus on my religion. Sinai Beach is a Christian metal band. They are amazing! You can hear their song To the Church on my myspace if you want!
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That was fun!
Anyway...
A lot has been going on lately and I love it. Work is going great. I get along well with everyone and I really feel like I fit in. Not having school is very nice!

On Saturday night I went out with Jenny, Amy and Kellie and it was so much fun. Very out of character for me since we went to a male strip club. Which was so weird and funny and fun. It was Amy's birthday and that's where she wanted to go. I think most of the guys were gay though. lol but tons of fun anyway.

For that fun Saturday night I went to the mall and bought a cute outfit and actually spent $80 on some hot high heels. They are sooo hot! I love them. And I bought a very low cut but still very cute black top. It's definitely one of my favorites now! I can't believe I spent that much on shoes but they are just so cute and worth it!

Oh and I hate the Mariners. I hate them so much. How could they get rid of Moyer?! http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/sports/2003213813_kell21.html A pretty good article on Moyer. This sucks

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